Shinra CEO

...when I was younger...my father would beat me... He was afraid of what I would become, so he decided he would lock me away in hope that I would not take over the company. It's too bad for him it all came to happen the way he feared. Heh.

Does anyone want to come over for some cupcakes? :D

It’s frustrating.  I like to consider myself a manthat is in control of any situation.  However, Strife said something that threwme for a loop.  I’m still not sure what I am going to do aboutthis…. New development.  Perhaps, I did jump to conclusions.  I thinkthat, with the circumstances the way they were, I had every right to.  I endeda partnership for it, I think I deserve a bit more….

Drunk puppies are amusing.  Heh.

I smell like some cross between cat, dog and lizard.  I don't know how that's possible.  It's like some sick and twisted experiment that the freak Hojo used to create. I took a fish home, it sits in the bathroom staring at you as you go.  It's amusing.

Speaking of which.  Cloud, where the hell have you been?  Heh, didn't I just ask the same thing a few days ago? 

...Cloud.  Where the hell did they put you?

They honestly expect me to move my stuff across this hellhole?

...Cloud...will you help?

 As I said before, you can dance.

The universe has a funny way of playing tricks on you. I cannot say that I care for it at all. You think you're complete going in on direction and then a twist is throw your way.

I cannot beging to express my distate for certain aspects of this place.

Though, I must admit... tattoos are a very nice accessorie to a man's body. 

Well, that certainly was an interesting movie. At least, what I saw of it.

Fair.

Throwing flour into my face is not a good thing to do.

Valentines day. Heh.

My vacation starts tommorrow. I'm going to go take a break from life. Clear my head. I don't know where I'm going or what I'm doing. I'm just going to find someplace quiet to think. Reno...Cloud... I'm sorry. I'll talk to you both when I clear my head.

It happened. I shouldn't have done it. I don't know what came over me. This damn shit in the air...makes you give into things you shouldn't. That's the only answer I have.

If you hate me, I wouldn't blame you.

I went out quote unquote Christmas shopping. However, I didn't bother giving them out as of yet. Perhaps I will do that sometime later today. Since work is closed as well. It's a shame that I have nothing to do for the rest of the week.

I had a sneezing fit last night. Heh.

I do believe I am done trying, though. I tried being noce. I tried being honest. I tried being blunt. Nothing seems to work, so why should I try being anything.

Reno, you should listen next time. Honestly.

Aerith. We need to talk once you get a chance.

Reno's theory about being dead is starting to look more and more like reality. I remember cleary dying, or at least the moments before my "death."

Of course, some people are probably taking things harder than others. Reno, go fix him. We can't have angst looming over the entire planet.

Zack, stop being a douche. Is douche even the right word, oh well. I like it.

I believe that's all.

Strife has some serious nerve.

Meh. So Zack is here now. I for one, find it rather fitting. I must say that he had a rather unfortunate demise. It shouldn't have gone that way.

If I could have done more...

Meh, why even think about it.

I'm questioning myself and others currently. I wonder if I'm reading into things too deeply, or perhaps I am to blame for other things.

Are the sins of a father inherited by their children....I really question it. I suppose I can see where people are coming from. I didn't try to change things, but I didn't have much time to move on from that.

Work. Is. Obnoxious. Yes, it's something I'm skilled at. But, the amount of stupid that I am surrounded with is beyond annoying. I only wish that I could get away from them all for a week or a month. A vacation....that's what I need. Perhaps I should go to Takarazuka for the weekend... I heard that it's nice.